changed my skin !!
stil orange !!
<3333

i am going over-enthu... how ??
gah... i want to eat chocolate !!
must go and find...

buaixed :DDD

♥ 12:36 pm

SCRCY WON SONG !!
congrats :DDDDD

someone told me that ahemruthahem was wearing heels !!
haha soo funny :DD

we beat rgs !! woots~
Marsya told me that RI people were singing a demented version of umbrella...

still waiting for letters...
maybe that was the last one, but i didn't know(??)

i feel like a change in blogskin...
better start choosing ...

buaiex :D

♥ 11:25 am

ah... PT is so fun :DDDDDDD
i have no idea why...
Ruth kept forgetting how to say, so poor poor carolyn ended up shouting it alot...

FA lesson is soo fun too, cos we had such a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
lesson, and we had reef knot competition, started by peiwen ma'am...
except before that, me and diyana had competition already, and she won... darn..

crystal beck ma'am is so funny, i tied the bandage for neck, and she came an redid it for ziwei, ziwei look like it was strangling her.. haha :D

my elevation sling is all wrong... boohoo~
still got first, but no luck D:
ugly ugly ugly D:


ohoh, also had football during PT with FAKE football, to light, but was still fun.
than played captain's ball, and i kept screaming for nothing...
ziwei + felisse is a bad influence ... ha

hardly any hw this weekend, happy :D

Po is finally talking to me again after RC, yayay :D

hope to do really well for lit test, studied whole night. bleh :P

ward was around during FA, she walked past when i was flipping through file, lucky she didn't see her letter..

I'm waiting for replies... no letters = badd D:



i want my wallet back DDDD:
now !! soo saddddd DDDDD:

azidah ma'am is teaching again, yes yes yes ?
i <33 our footdrill !!

no time.. buaii :D

♥ 8:54 pm

hey, after that happened with footdrill....
i almost cried again, too bad i'm was in tiam...
crying is soo like me...

♥ 1:19 pm

okay.
just when i finished emo-ing, i should start again, but... i can't be bothered to think about it, yeah...
so we got prep talk from sec2s again... and it was a 8min plus talk, not a 5min one...
And certain sec1s are becoming afraid of the sec2s, that is not a good thing... at least my Angel replied my letter !! yay !!
Now i have a ward... hope my 2gy Angel got a sec3 ward, not another sec1, that would be like damn sad ....
D:

and we like so did practice for test, how were we suppose to know that there was individual test, anyways... we like have to try soo hard if we want it back now, i will keep sighing until...

We had the sports heats for CCA relay, and there are like alot of ma'ams, and only me, mary and ruth for lower sec...
Than for second part, lynn ma'am was like "go on 'go' not 3 !"
so i went on go, but mary and victoria ma'am went on 3, so i was like 5m behind, than after a while, i was 5m infront, hahas :D

PT was like super fun again !! :D
i need to study for my FA, i can't fail the theory !!
hmm... i shall start now...

♥ 1:00 pm

okay. i have a gazillion people telling me to stop crying, so yeah... i'll stop.
oh oh, i'm one of the innocent ones, yay me haha...

see... i'm trying to be happy !!

i'm so happy, faeqa and amarina helped us with foot drills today, followed by debYC who i think takes after her sister, who i shall not name... hurhur

Aisyah and me also found a way to practice hentak, on the steps of amphi, cos if you move forward, you'll fall, hehe :D

okay, i know my seniors don't hate me, but i think sec1s don't really have much face now...
boohoo~

ah, i need to reply the gazillion tags...

Chloe : okay, i believe you... yeahs, how do you know my blog ??

ziwei : okay.... trying like superr hard, and Angel is seriously ignoring me !! *sadd*

peiwen ma'am : i thought that it is kind of like my level's fault huh ?? i'm innocent !

charmaine : hellos too, i'm like seriously trying too !!

Azidah ma'am : thanks for tagging again, we sec1s try to practice footdrill during recess, we did today, yayes !!

shantelle : its on wanzhen's blog luh.... linked le...

Amanda : stop spamming the board !! and i've stopped..(i hope)

♥ 11:36 am

i think that...
i'm the only sec1 who really has a problem smiling, i'm like so emo now, and i find it hard to laugh, and my smiles are so fake !!

like wth... i just cant grasp the fact that punishments are banned !!

i cant face the sec2s... cos i duno if they forgive my level...
D:
D:
D:

waa...

i know the sec3s forgive me, (dont know about the level) but i still feel guilty... for doing nothing, but cos its my level's fault...

i'm repeating things aren't i ??
so depressed..
D:

thanks to all people who tried to sympathize with scrcy people...
i think i shall try not to think about it, but i do, cos my Angel from 2GY in scrcy seems pissed...
she doesn't even tag...
sec2s, if you read this, tell debYC she knows my Angel well...

i am still sadd...
waa...
waa...

okay you know what is most important now ??
that i love all sec2 and sec3 and NCOs ... aka SCRCY FAMILY !!

really, seriously... cross my heart
Xoxo

♥ 7:25 pm

i'm gonna reply tags :

azidah ma'am : i like so do not wanna get NCOs in trouble, but i dont go to the gym, and i like the way we do it in scrcy, cos we all encourage each other, even Marsya told me that she tried doing 50 pumpings, but she only did 18, than gave up, it doesn't work... ma'am !! what are we going to do !!
ps. punishments in scrcy are like easier to do TOGETHER !!

ziwei : heys ! you never tagged before haha... i love everyone in scrcy too, but i really wanna know who starter this, yeahs... may cry on mon... trying to smile, its hard...
thanks for the tag !!

♥ 7:12 pm

i dont know why i'm posting again, but like... seniors can you'll please smile ??
its kind of sadd when you dont ..
Are you gonna help discipline us too ? pls do...
sec1s are gonna be history...
we lost what made us, US!
Angel, i'll give you an extra letter, share with other seniors please...

know what ? i cried again last night, waa...
And ruth thinks i've a twin ... she owes me an explanation for that !!

i wan our seniors to have smiley faces again, smile please i beg you guys !!

i miss our previous meetings...


i wanna turn back the clock
i wanna wish it didn't happen
i wanna see our seniors smile again
i wanna wish it never ever happend...

i'm still sadd
i dont ever wanna cry like that again
i dont wanna see you'll cry ever again
it hurts our seniors soo much
just to know they were from our level...

i'm sadd
i'm crying
again...

sec1s we shall practise our footdrill and remember our FA and evac, and do OUR OWN punishments, maybe get the sec2s to supervise or something... lets think of something that we can do to change all this....

even if the teachers aren't gonna help, (cos they never really did) we're gotta do it ourselves so that we will be able to evac a casualty and not have no arm strength, cos that would make us lousy or something, yeah... bleh...

♥ 10:17 am

okay...... 2dae, firedrill was great !!
the first time, me and debYC and Isabel and "Angel" and Joelle and Ivanha saved PeiJung ma'am, and my reassurance is getting better !! yays :D

But, i was kind of emo this morning... D:

Anyways, Angel is still like angry with me and "ignoring" me quite alot.
waa ! i cannot, CANNOT have a Angel ignoring me !! D:
boohoo~

oh, and second firedrill was okay, cos i saved Sarah Tan ma'am !! *clap clap clap *
especially since there was only this scholar and me attending to her, and she was hysterical, but my reassurance was like good :D yays !

PT was super fun, cos we were playing against NCOs and like Sarah Tan ma'am and Sarah Cheong ma'am are super good at shuffling, so it was hard to defend them, yeah...

Crystal Beck ma'am told us that she doesn't know how to do a proper pig-a-back thing on Pearlyn ma'am, so she went looking for Sarah Tan ma'am, and Sarah Tan ma'am kinda let me try, like omg, very fun you knows !! :DDD

Though i'm still saddened, what can be changed now ?? what will happen to future new recruits ?? They will be under-disciplined !! (is there such a word ?)
gah, fourth time i feel like crying today...
waa..

oh and i wanna thank our group(Charlie!!) :

ZiYing- you were a good group ic !! especially cos you called me on tuesday and went through list with me, also cos you lent me the shorts(thanks !!) haha :D

DeborahYC- you were best sec2 first-aider, yay you :D you always knew what to do in firedrills everyday, and your reassurance is like really good... yup, so i kinda leaned how to reassure from you :DD ps. is still haven't broke your egg !! well nevermind...

Joelle- you were fun to be around as levelmate !! yay !!

Weili- like i know you got shifted, but like, was fun on first day yeahs ??

Isabel- you are a nice senior, thanks for helping us with standardisation !!

Ivanha- i still do not know how to spell your name, but anyway... you were good with the cheers, and i can still kind of remember it :D

Angel- thanks for being there, though you somehow always managed to appear next to me haha... and you were always there, yah... just like an Angel. teehee~


oh oh, i know what i'm gonna write, about who i vote as best ________ in camp !!
sec2s : nicest- debYC, Angel, faeqa, isabel, carolyn, wenqian, jiaping, chloe, amarina
funniest- faeqa, ruth (cos she kept singing alott, hehe)

sec3s : nicest- qianyi, michelle, ziying, wailam, jingrui, danielle
i dont know whose funny xP

NCOs, though i shouldn't be writing this cos they may kill me... :
nicest- Sarah Tan ma'am, Sarah Cheong ma'am, Azidah ma'am, Shafwaty ma'am, Crystal Beck ma'am, Pei Wen ma'am, Angel's sister ma'am
funniest- all the ma'ams who made the sec2s compete with the sec1s at footdrill, probably Azidah ma'am and Crystal Beck ma'am, Sarah Tan ma'am and Sarah Cheong ma'am too... if i'm not wrong...

:D

in all, today was okayy except when Angel did the ignoring thing... pooey...
yar, so Charlie rockz and so does whole scrcy even though certain harsh events have taken place, we're still this huge scrcy family, and i love you guys :DD

buaii, until monday...


Angel, will you write back ? i miss your happy face...

♥ 8:23 pm

okay, you know what ? what was posted yesterday was like not meant to say that girl guides is like bad or anything, but just that now we are ALMOST (not yet, hah !) like you people.
No other cca is bad either, just that no punishments means that no extra bonding !! waa..
DDDDDDDDDD:

so people not in scrcy, stop thinking that we are crazy to want our punishments back, but you'll weren't scrcy, so you may not understand...

♥ 8:20 pm

you know what angel ?? you have every right to be angry with me...
will you still be my angel pls pls pls !! i really like being ward, you know ??
DDDD:
i noe some certain sec1s made you'll cry, they are now fkbs which i shall not elaborate on...
don't be pissed !! i swear i didn't do anything, know why ?? cos my parents like the fact that i do punishments in scrcy, REALLY !!

angel:
-pls stop crying
-pls stop being pissed
- pls DONT hate me DD:

i still wanna cry, even after talkin to char...
see what fkbs u btchs have got your parents to do, not only you'll are on their black list, but the whole level, whats with the crapp , btchs ??

All those whose parents did this, learn to tahan, if you can't, GET OUT OF RED CROSS AND STOP CAUSING TROUBLE !!

eventhough some of us came in cos we needed a cca, we realise how much we LOVE it,
so if you DONT, GET LOST AND LEAVE SCRCY ALONE !!

i wanna have normal rc meetings, with punishment...
and i wan our seniors to LOVE us...
why you idiotic sec1s go and spoil our fun !!
now we're just as stupid as girl guides...
super fk you...

life in red cross is nvr gonna be the same, all thanks to YOU !!(fkbtch you !!)

♥ 9:50 pm

i really really really really really doo...


love scrcy !!
i love MY seniors too !!





truly...
i really do...
believe me, red cross wouldn't have been this much fun without you...
especially...
Angel :D

♥ 9:05 pm

i'm sadd......
D:
this is for my wonderful(super!) nice red cross seniors ::
i'm like super sadd about what happened too okay, and i just wanna apologize for the sec1s who caused all this trouble, cos like for a normal person you would definitely not like punishments,
but i guess its cause when you do it with your levelmates, you bond with them, and you like know more about each other, and "love" each other lots more, yeah ?
I think that i would have never done 67 crunches or 50 push-ups on my own, its cos you do it with your level, or like the whole red cross, so you encourage each other on, and you don't have the sense to give up, cos its like "hey, my levelmates are gonna do this, why can't i ?"
So you perservere and don't wanna give up at all...
DDDDD:

i'm still sorry, cos i know that some of you'll are like still crying inside, and its my levels fault.
But, just so you know, some of us started crying like you guys, and what all the sec2 and sec3 seniors said was like superrr true... cos we really did bond and get to know people in our level who we didn't know at all, and now we're all like good friends, and half of it is cos of punishments, so yeah...
DDD:

And some of us really do LOVE red cross like : me, nurul, ziwei, nadira, yi lin, amanda soo, amanda loh, charlotte, diyana j., aisyah, victoria tang...

Me and ziwei were like already tearing when we saw majority sec2s start crying, cos we knew it was something badd but we didn't know what, until ruth and faeqa and qian yi ++other seniors, told us that we had no more punishments, and worse was like cos my Angel was crying which is horribly influencial to me, cos i really like my Angel, and like after that when i like talk to her she seems pissed and was like "ignoring " me... you don't know how bad i felt. DDDD:
Mostly cos, i knew that she was mad, and she had every right to do so because those "can't take punishment people" were from my level, but i swear it wasn't me...

i'm just superrrr sadd now, and i've started crying again, but like sorry seniors, really really sorry...







sec2s : Linda, Isabel, Mabel, Clarissa, Deb Tan YC, Deb Tan JY, Faeqa, Amarina, Wen Qian, Jia Ping, Ruth, Siti Sarah, Dione, Carolyn.... + 3 more who i forgot..xP
sec3s: Michelle, Wai Lam, Zi Ying, Jing Rui, Qian Yi, Danielle +2 more who i forgot xP

please still "Love" us !!

♥ 7:57 pm

i did 67 crunches !! yay me !! *lame...
and i linked all my wonderful sec 2 and 3 seniors :DDDD
ncos are nice too :DDD
okay okay... got like a million homework to doo !! argh. xP
still got to go back to school on monday to thursday, like WTH .
what kind of holiday is that ?? its like a normal school week, except we get 3/4 day hahah :D
i <333 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">NEATER and LONGER one !! but i wasted 2 sheets of pretty paper... waa !! D: (good for angel !)

know what ?? i <33 style="font-size:85%;">ps. i love scrcy :D

♥ 8:26 pm